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Schizophrenic
Великобритания
Добавлен 22 сен 2013
Hi, I'm Emily and I'm a schizophrenic.
I'm also an painter and illustrator and have fun with being overall creative.
I'm just documenting my experiences.
Instagram: albino.fawn
I'm also an painter and illustrator and have fun with being overall creative.
I'm just documenting my experiences.
Instagram: albino.fawn
Schizophrenia and Me
A short documentary made by Thomas Hallifax.
A little jump into my world, and what I have been doing since my time away from RUclips.
EDIT: 16/01/2023
Shop is COMING SOON and is in the making! Follow to keep up to date!
Art Instagram: albino.fawn
A little jump into my world, and what I have been doing since my time away from RUclips.
EDIT: 16/01/2023
Shop is COMING SOON and is in the making! Follow to keep up to date!
Art Instagram: albino.fawn
Просмотров: 18 785
Видео
Schizophrenia : Psychosis and Troubles
Просмотров 73 тыс.6 лет назад
An update on my life with Schizophrenia and Psychosis. Things are going well. EDIT: 16/01/2023 Shop is COMING SOON and is in the making! Follow to keep up to date! Art Instagram: albino.fawn
Schizophrenia : Short Q&A
Просмотров 36 тыс.6 лет назад
Me answering some of your questions. EDIT: 16/01/2023 Shop is COMING SOON and is in the making! Follow to keep up to date! Art Instagram: albino.fawn
Schizophrenia : Medication Change
Просмотров 16 тыс.6 лет назад
Me talking briefly about my new medication. EDIT: 16/01/2023 Shop is COMING SOON and is in the making! Follow to keep up to date! Art Instagram: albino.fawn
Schizophrenia : Bad Day & mini Q&A
Просмотров 23 тыс.6 лет назад
Talking about my bad day yesterday night and answering some questions. EDIT: 16/01/2023 Shop is COMING SOON and is in the making! Follow to keep up to date! Art Instagram: albino.fawn
Schizophrenia : Time at the ward
Просмотров 34 тыс.6 лет назад
Me Talking about my time on a psychiatric ward. EDIT: 16/01/2023 Shop is COMING SOON and is in the making! Follow to keep up to date! Art Instagram: albino.fawn
Schizophrenia : The Voices
Просмотров 48 тыс.6 лет назад
Me talking about the voices in my head. EDIT: 16/01/2023 Shop is COMING SOON and is in the making! Follow to keep up to date! Art Instagram: albino.fawn
Schizophrenia : My Hallucinations and Delusions
Просмотров 234 тыс.6 лет назад
Me Talking about my Schizophrenia. EDIT: 16/01/2023 Shop is COMING SOON and is in the making! Follow to keep up to date! Art Instagram: albino.fawn
I am studying the paranormal, you are not crazy, you are special. I have seen levitation due to haunted road, saw it in my room, then more on haunted road. A years worth of experience after studying for many years many subjects. I have felt evil due to my situation in life, dogs will bark at me and nobody else, at 1:10 that might explain it. Use google and look up Quantum EMF in our brains and Universe. Our conciousness in our brain is neurological electrical EMF activity and there is EMF within our Universe. Both within and outside of atoms. Very interesting government research, there is a major disconnect between mental health, spirituality, government research and what religions call their version of demons.
I stumbled upon you're first video, then watched some of the later ones and then i watched this one and it made me so happy. To see you have this horible time with your mental health, and to now come out the dark tunnel and just that you are okay. you are a total stranger to me but its just kind of lovely to know that you are doing better now, and finding some passions.
I got diagnosed with schizophrenia 19 years ago as a teenage. Spent my whole life fighting this deadly disorder. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
Congrats on your recovery. Most persons never realizes psilocybin can be used as a miracle medication to save lives. Years back i wrote an entire essay about psychedelics. they saved you from death bud, lets be honest here.
Can you help me with the reliable source 🙏. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Australia. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them.
YES very sure of Dr.benfungi. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
Ive done shrooms last month in my house. It taught me how severely traumatized I was from alcohol. I healed from many mental traumas from my past and was able to forgive, let go. Shrooms to me is a remedy not a vice. I even felt more refreshed the morning after. So no hangovers. No depression mood for days. No anxiety.I now have a more calm mind
How do i reach out to him? Is he on instgram
Happy your doing better!!
i can fix her
Try psychedelics like magic mushroom , ayahuasca , dmt ... They will help you to elevate spiritually and experience your true nature
All love ❤❤
how you are today are you doing good without the medication
God bless you my friend. I went through the same thing. The touching feelings from dark beings, Voices,
You are an amazing young lady to have the guts to talk about your condition so candidly. Just know that you are not alone. I have always thought of myself as a manly man and I literally lost it about two minutes in and cried more than I've ever cried in my life.
My thoughts and memories are so bad nowadays. Hard to hold a conversation. I'm sorry you are going through this.
Hi i am also shizo. My symptoms are similar to yours. I still take clopixol. I hope you are doing okay now as this video is from 6 years ago
I know exactly what you are going through. It can be scary sometimes.a good nap usually does good
You seem happier and more energetic in this video compared to the other videos from the same year. I hope it means that you are really feeling better and getting improved treatment.
My bro (35) hallucinates non stop and refuses to change his medicine. He drove my entire family out of the house. I dont know what to do with him
Can relate to a lot of what youre saying here. Ive been sectioned before and was forced on aripiprazole for a while. Terrible stuff. Felt like being locked in as an observer to my own life. I hope youre doing well now and youve found ways to manage your mind.
Hi and thanks I can totally relate to what you've experienced I've been schizophrenic diagnosed fourteen years now and I've been of meds til just recently but lately with me returning to my hometown I've had psychotic episodes something mean so like I'm back on meds which are kicking in like right now zopiclones sleepers so like I thought I'd leave a nice comment to help us both feel a bit more happy. I've been struggling the entire time with psychosis but I seem to be alive n kicking there are times when I just wanna end it all but I have a few kids I'm father of so my mind is telling me to keep going pushing through the storm and educate so in the future when I'm not around my children will always look up to me especially in Heaven I'm their superhero. Thanks I'm going to sleep now and have sweet Dreams
Hope ur doing well ☮️✅
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How u doing now
Watching this me and many men had the urge to just hug you and kiss you everywhere even your feet. So you are loved cause nature just planted it deeply in our brains. Its weird but it’s true.
hope you're doing well... i'm 23 and had severe psychotic episode 3 yrs ago and suffered with symptoms ever since... love the way you communicate it's very therapeutic for me to watch and relatable. love<3
Stay strong! A hug from me
Great deal of bravery to be so open about this- thank you for sharing!
You're amazing wow I like your paintings🤍🤍🤍
Hey . Hope you are better now ❤
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Mary Beth my girlfriend is the same way she keeps telling me that she hears a voice in her head she says her name is Linda. She says that Linda put poison in her water and she's afraid to take showers sometimes she uses bottled water to wash your face and brush your teeth. She is forever crying and screaming interesting. Santana gets so hard to calm her down my heart goes out to her.😢
Hi everyone my name is Attila I've been dating my girlfriend put over a year now and she has schizophrenic. I love the hell out of her but she puts me through hell was every single day. Show me talking to herself screaming and crying. Sometimes she chooses me I'm cheating on her the different kinds of women. She'll break up with me and not talk to me for about a week and then come back and talk to me and get back with me. She needs to be on proper medication are the insurance don't cover everything she needs. She was seeing a psychiatrist a while back and they moved now she has no more psychiatrist. How old father don't give a s*** about her and that is really sad. I really need help for her I really don't want anything to happen to her I love her😢
Hello how are you
I understand stand that feeling like cafeteria full of people even insults but when ever i hear things thay sound like my parents or friends or family members 😢 so i understand ❤ i hope that you have a great year and also waking up and not controlling how you act is scary understand because i get headaches and then i can't control how i do thing 😢❤
Doctor gave her 15mg of olanzapine(xyprexa) right off the bat? 🤦♂ I don’t get what’s wrong with doctors sometimes. No wonder you felt sick. That’s way too high a dose. The starting dose is typically 2.5-5mg.
What about now ,are you ok about one year ago you comment here that you planning to make a videoes I hope you’re fine ❤
I love you emily
Please read about orthomolecular medicine, Dr Abram Hoffer, get some b3 vit, read books by dr Peter Breggin too. I am sure you will get well, stay away of toxic drugs they give dreadful side effects. Please get info of niacin protocol and be well ❤
I know the feeling with the shadowy dark people too. I started to see them when I was five. I hope you're doing well. It's not an easy condition to have.
your paintings are so eye catching! i paint as well. i absolutely LOVE the cat one. i hope you're doing well <3
How are u doing?
Hey I pray youre doing well, and hope all the best, from California. I always have these weird theories that what schizo see - these so called halusinations, are actually real, but spiritual realm.
How are you doing? You are not alone with this. Many people share that with you. People who have schizophrenia perceive things that are real. There are real demons who suffer and who want to connect with someone but they don't know how to interact because they are too fragmented. You are lovely and deserving of love.
OMG youre beautiful. I am 29 paranoid schizophrenic from Sweden. Good luck in life
Here the other day, my voices would laugh at me when I cried, and that's why I had enough and told people about my voices again Also would hear someone I've liked a lot, laughing to me
im glad ur coming back. are you on twitter/X?
You are very hot 🥰
you are so lovely. such a beautiful soul. ❤ endless love
dont take them. deal with yourself, find out who you are. dont take them. they are very bad in the long run. ❤